🖤 The Beginning: When Life Becomes More Intense Than Fiction




Welcome to The Daily Something of Life. 


This space was not born out of a whim or a desire to step into the limelight. This is not a platform to become a "star" or an attempt to be "shoved under a blanket" of celebrity. On the contrary, it is a liberating shout from beneath the very blanket that reality should have used to hide me. This blog springs from a dark chapter in my life, from the very core of grief, a state that feels more intense and more trthful than life itself. This is the moment when personal morality becomes the supreme criterion—when you have nothing left to lose but your own silence. The Solitude of the Drained Sea I started this journey of writing out of necessity, not pleasure. I need to speak honestly, not necessarily to understand my current situation (I know it all too well), but to find the bridge to move forward. I was alone with my mother in our home. And now, my mother has departed for the world beyond, leaving me in this one, yet without my true north. Even though I am surrounded by brothers and sisters, the feeling is that of a drained sea, a bizarre landscape in which I stand. I bathe in it, seeking the support and solace of the waters, but I cannot get wet. I feel nothing. It is an arid solitude, a noisy void. The Bubble of Earth in a Sea of Water (Final Version) Perhaps I can best describe this feeling with an image: I feel like a man who, desiring to enter the water—to cleanse himself, purify himself, or simply cool down—achieves the exact opposite. When I step onto the water’s surface, instead of piercing it, the water retreats and forms a bubble. My foot touches down, but instead of feeling liquid, I feel dry earth. Everyone else sees me surrounded by an immensity of water (life, family, routine), but I am fixed on a tiny, dry island. This impenetrable bubble of isolation is a barrier I built myself. The moment she left, the void was not created; it simply hardened and sealed me inside. This distance from the world is my own creation, amplified now by sorrow. The efforts of others to reach me fail, because I am protected by this shell I built myself. This blog is my attempt to break that bubble. It is my commitment to getting wet again, to feeling again. I invite you to join me on this journey, where every word will be a step towards reconnecting with The Daily Something of Life. Această versiune este gata de publicare. DoreÈ™ti să te ajut să găseÈ™ti un titlu puternic È™i scurt pentru această postare?



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